Wednesday, September 28, 2005

this is life...

I'm having my coffee as of the moment..im so bored and i can't play literati for some obvious reasons..

Last night we had a choir practice for the songs we will be singing this sunday coz it will only be us, the new music ministry members the old member will be there though but they will only back up us..I know we can do it just like during the prayer meeting..it went well..Thank God...and im optimistic that this sunday we will be doing good also, nice ra ba among songs specially sa communion which is "You Are Near" by Australia Hillsongs. Tonight we will be having another practice also but it will be another set of songs which is for christmas, we started practicing early coz these are difficult ones with lots of voicing...And by friday we will be having a workshop or a film showing rather...I really have a hectic schedule...may gani na timing na akong tutoranan kay wa cla tarong na class last week and this week...gituyo jud ni ni Jesus og plan..hehehe...Also twinkle has already adjusted to my unpredictable schedule although I spend lesser time with her na these past few weeks..but my baby girl understands coz she always waits for me patiently. Last Saturday I spent it bonding with my nephews coz they were there for a visit...makalingaw na kau and Fitz is soo talkative as in opposite personalities cla ni Owen..english pakang na sad c Owen using such expression no..no..no..no if he doesnt want/like then always asking me if it is bad smell or good smell and he knows how to read already although there are some unfamiliar words that he doesnt know but he is attentive when u teach him on what is it...I'm so happy for my nephew. On the other hand Fitz is a naughty kind of kid, cute nga naughty...and he loves to sing! While riding in the tricycle he was singing "wag dyan may kiliti ako dyan" ...hehehe...cutie cutie boy...My mama was so happy and very proud with her apo's and even twinkle likes them...he loves to be cuddled by the 2 boys, Fitz even kisses her...Image..While writing this im now missing them both!!Image




Wednesday, September 21, 2005

In the stillness of the night

Yesterday was my younger sisters birthday (sisters kay twins man) and we had a small gathering at home with only the closest friends of ours but we will be having another one this Saturday as a joint celebration for Mama and the Twins b-day and my bro and his family will be there and also my aunties on my mama's side.. as u see im much closer to my relatives from my mother's side than my father's side eventhough i live close to them...It's just that its different, we dont get along well and conflicts arises, jealousy, gossips, and everything...I hate it soo much!!!! so better distance nalang mi nila...well enough of them.. Last night also we had a choir practice for the praise and worship song that will be used in tonights prayer meeting coz we will be the one who will be singing..only us the new members of the music ministry....Toinkssss....Image (gi-ubo ra ba ko). Ok ra, as long as it is all for the glory of God....I know He will never leave me whenever I needed His strength...

When i went home last night,Twinkle was still waiting for me (naghuwat sa la-ag?) for her nightly ritual to take a pee and poopoo...hehehhe...so we went outside and since it was late already it was so quite and then when i look up, the moon was shining so brightly against the dark sky and the clouds were moving...it was only then that i have taken the time to appreciate and was awed by the beauty of God's creation for quite a long time i took it for granted never bothering to appreciate its existence....I felt so happy and serene and most of all peacefull deep within me..

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Random Thoughts....

Im here in the office right now and im quite bored. Actually something is really bothering me as of the moment...Last Saturday and Sunday I attended the LLS conducted by our community..it was a live-in seminar and the speakers were very good. All through out the topic was about forgiveness...huhuhu...gituyo sad cguro to sa panahon para ma enlighten ko and to ease these burden that i've been carrying for quite a long while but right now i'm still having 2nd thoughts in asking forgiveness, ngano ako man mo ask na cla man naay sala nako, maynta cla nalang mo-ask kay willing nako moforgive....hehehehe...para dli nasad lisod sa akong part kay im still having difficulty in swallowing my pride...:D...But at least I made a promise to myself that I 'll start being good na...im now avoiding gossiping wid my neighbors and working on having on having a harmonious relationship with my sister w/c i really hated kay hilas na kau na cya ron, at least sometimes maka-control ko sa akong temper...Thank GOD....;)