this is life...

I'm having my coffee as of the moment..im so bored and i can't play literati for some obvious reasons..

Last night we had a choir practice for the songs we will be singing this sunday coz it will only be us, the new music ministry members the old member will be there though but they will only back up us..I know we can do it just like during the prayer meeting..it went well..Thank God...and im optimistic that this sunday we will be doing good also, nice ra ba among songs specially sa communion which is "You Are Near" by Australia Hillsongs. Tonight we will be having another practice also but it will be another set of songs which is for christmas, we started practicing early coz these are difficult ones with lots of voicing...And by friday we will be having a workshop or a film showing rather...I really have a hectic schedule...may gani na timing na akong tutoranan kay wa cla tarong na class last week and this week...gituyo jud ni ni Jesus og plan..hehehe...Also twinkle has already adjusted to my unpredictable schedule although I spend lesser time with her na these past few weeks..but my baby girl understands coz she always waits for me patiently. Last Saturday I spent it bonding with my nephews coz they were there for a visit...makalingaw na kau and Fitz is soo talkative as in opposite personalities cla ni Owen..english pakang na sad c Owen using such expression no..no..no..no if he doesnt want/like then always asking me if it is bad smell or good smell and he knows how to read already although there are some unfamiliar words that he doesnt know but he is attentive when u teach him on what is it...I'm so happy for my nephew. On the other hand Fitz is a naughty kind of kid, cute nga naughty...and he loves to sing! While riding in the tricycle he was singing "wag dyan may kiliti ako dyan" ...hehehe...cutie cutie boy...My mama was so happy and very proud with her apo's and even twinkle likes them...he loves to be cuddled by the 2 boys, Fitz even kisses her.....While writing this im now missing them both!!

In the stillness of the night

Yesterday was my younger sisters birthday (sisters kay twins man) and we had a small gathering at home with only the closest friends of ours but we will be having another one this Saturday as a joint celebration for Mama and the Twins b-day and my bro and his family will be there and also my aunties on my mama's side.. as u see im much closer to my relatives from my mother's side than my father's side eventhough i live close to them...It's just that its different, we dont get along well and conflicts arises, jealousy, gossips, and everything...I hate it soo much!!!! so better distance nalang mi nila...well enough of them.. Last night also we had a choir practice for the praise and worship song that will be used in tonights prayer meeting coz we will be the one who will be singing..only us the new members of the music ministry....Toinkssss.... (gi-ubo ra ba ko). Ok ra, as long as it is all for the glory of God....I know He will never leave me whenever I needed His strength...

When i went home last night,Twinkle was still waiting for me (naghuwat sa la-ag?) for her nightly ritual to take a pee and poopoo...hehehhe...so we went outside and since it was late already it was so quite and then when i look up, the moon was shining so brightly against the dark sky and the clouds were moving...it was only then that i have taken the time to appreciate and was awed by the beauty of God's creation for quite a long time i took it for granted never bothering to appreciate its existence....I felt so happy and serene and most of all peacefull deep within me..

Random Thoughts....

Im here in the office right now and im quite bored. Actually something is really bothering me as of the moment...Last Saturday and Sunday I attended the LLS conducted by our community..it was a live-in seminar and the speakers were very good. All through out the topic was about forgiveness...huhuhu...gituyo sad cguro to sa panahon para ma enlighten ko and to ease these burden that i've been carrying for quite a long while but right now i'm still having 2nd thoughts in asking forgiveness, ngano ako man mo ask na cla man naay sala nako, maynta cla nalang mo-ask kay willing nako moforgive....hehehehe...para dli nasad lisod sa akong part kay im still having difficulty in swallowing my pride...:D...But at least I made a promise to myself that I 'll start being good na...im now avoiding gossiping wid my neighbors and working on having on having a harmonious relationship with my sister w/c i really hated kay hilas na kau na cya ron, at least sometimes maka-control ko sa akong temper...Thank GOD....;)

the reason

Been out of the blogging world for quite a while...and haven't updated my blog for so long already and the same goes also with the diary that i keep at home (the old fashion one but can't live without it). I have been very bz the past few month and a lot of new things has happened.

Last night i was able to get my first pay for my tutorial sessions..haayyyy..the reward of hard work..hehhe..I thought at first that home tutorial is just an easy task but heck no..i have to study all over again and review so that i will have an idea on the topic..much worst naa pa dyud math na i'm really bad at this subject eversince elementary days pa, whenever i have a line of 7, the culprit is always MATH..arrr..I'm never really good with numbers..though in college i was able to pass it but i have to double my effort and work my ass through all those problem solving but it paid naman, got a very good grade in Trigo (something that im really proud of). Math for me is more tolerable than Physics..bastanaa lagi numbers allergic jud ko ana that's why i refrain taking up courses that has something to do with numbers...hehehe

It's been a month already that i have joined a choir in our church. Yes, its right...choir...hehehe..I never really expect to land on these but maybe this is one of God's calling to me, something that He wants me to do for Him.I wanted to serve in our local church but not in the choir, though i really love to sing I'm not gifted with good voice to boast of pero i believe there was a divine intervention. And now i am so happy with the turn of events, it open new doors for me which i never expected to come my way...God is good all the time.

...puppy love

I've never written anything about the love of my life in this blog before but now i am introducin her to all of u (dli ko tomboy ha..hehehhe). It's my fur baby...and nobody else but my cutie patootie Twinkle.

Actually she is my first ever dog that i have and I am so thankful that she came into my life. She had showed to me the wonders of having a pet, and much more i learned to appreciate them even more unlike b4 when i am so insensitive about them. I have read in an article b4 that a dog is always there for u even if everyone else abandons you. "That’s just the way they are: They don’t talk back or badmouth you, they don’t bear grudges when you ignore or hurt them,
they just remain so loyal that you sometimes feel you haven’t earned it."

She was given by my sister's friend and at those times i was somewhat thrilled of having a puppy at home, having someone to cuddle when im bored or alone and at the same time also hesitant of the responsibilities of raising a dog (u know all those stuffs about rabies, etc.) But then i was still happy with my decision and could have never been happier with it despite all the trials me and twinkle have encountered. It's just the way life is, we can't please everyone as much as we tried to avoid any thing that might offend them but there are some really cold-hearted and narrow-minded people that exists in these planet but despite all the things and the troubles i have with them because of my dog im still firm with my decision on not giving up twinkle...I love her so much...i can't imagine life without her. But just don't try messing with my dog or else i'll forget the bloodline that connects us...

For my twinkle baby, i know you'll never had the oppurtunity to read this but still i wanna say this.."I love u so much"....nobody can ever hurt u as long as i am here. You may never just see it but everytime somebody hurts u, the pain im feeling is doubled as to the pain that u felt. For all the troubles and the mischieviousness u've given me you will always be my ever loving twinkle with those big, bright pleading eyes that keeps on staring me, the one who always looks at the gate anticipating for my arrival, my constant companion late at nights when everyone else is sleeping. Words are not enough to thank u for sticking it up with me although i am impatient with u sometimes...hhehehe

You Are a Prophet Soul

You are a gentle soul, with good intentions toward everyone. Selfless and kind, you have great faith in people. Sometimes this faith can lead to disappoinment in the long run. No matter what, you deal with everything in a calm and balanced way. You are a good interpreter, very sensitive, intuitive, caring, and gentle. Concerned about the world, you are good at predicting people's feelings. A seeker of wisdom, you are a life long learner looking for purpose and meaning. You are a great thinker and communicator, but not necessarily a doer. Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

*A seeker of wisdom, you are a life long learner looking for purpose and meaning.
You are a great thinker and communicator, but not necessarily a doer.*
This really describes me....i love to learn a lot of new things everyday and i want to study still even if im already done with school...I like to conceptualize things and have lots of ideas in my mind but too damn lazy to apply all those things...hehehe!

beachin' and bummin' around at el salvador



We went to El Salvador beach resort last saturday..and boy we really had a blast there! I'm with Riza, Ronnah and my younger sis...it was sooo much fun..a nice summer getaway.The room is nice and so is the pool with jacuzzi..Right now im still very sleepy here at work...

As of the moment i'm hooked on Memories of Bali and most of all Stained Glass...these are the reasons why I can't sleep early and always end up waking up late and most of all my dog is already drprived of our nightly walks although not really totally, its just that we only go out to do her nightly regimen...to poo and pee...hehehe...no more strolling around the streets...

my nephew....

I went to the hospital last night to visit my nephew who has dengue and oh he's such a pity to look at, the more if the medtech is coming and he sees the tray, he cries and throws tantrums coz he know that it's blood sucking time again, we need to hold his hands and feet so that he will not move when drawing blood..poor, poor baby. He's such a pity to look at during those times but he's recovering quite well....This morning i went there again b4 going to work and guess who i saw? my kabarkada! She's the intern doctor handling my nephew...what a coincidence! Well...as usual chika-chika trying to catch up with each others lives but not for soo long coz she still need to do the rounds...

That encounter made me ponder.....lots of ifs: if only i had proceeded medicine i would have been an intern also right now...*huhuhu*...I txted Juvy and we shared the same sentiments and regreted why we didnt push through but maybe it's just wasn't the right vocation for us maybe God has other plans and a much better one...

Points of View and My Bestest Bestfriend

I have to post this song coz it always remind me of someone who's a big part of my life. Whenever i hear that song Michelle always comes to my mind...She's my bestest bestfriend. We've known each other for such a long time...childhood days and teenage years wouldn't be as much fun as it was without her coz she's the daring one and im the shy girl...though we always quarrel a lot over petty things when we were still kids but still we always end up with each other, through the years we have outgrown that which just proves that we matured bsan bata-bataon ghapon kau ta. *hehehhe*..And now that we are both grown up and been very bz with our respective lives we still manage to catch up with each other.


Chelle, thank u for everything...I couldnt ask for a much better friend anymore..I know i can always count on u no matter what happens...If i had to live my life all over again i would still look for u to be my bestfriend...You're the only person who knows me inside out, the only one who understands me whenever i have my tantrums but still ur there for me even with those imperfections...and thank u soo much for always standing by my side whenever someone hurts me, u know that i would do the same for u but i guess u don't need that coz u've always been a fighter all throughout which is one thing i really admire u of....So, aim high and never give up on ur dreams coz that might be the start of the fulfillment of the gazillions of plan that we had made and most of all stand for what u believe in... :D:D
So here's our friendship song:

"POINTS OF VIEW"
By: Pops Fernandez & Joey Albert

Look, it's happened once again
It happens every now and then
Feeling the hurt and hating all the men
Ready to stop it all

That's when I need a friendly face
To see me through these lonely days
Just to put some sunshine in my place
Don't take too long I need you

Refrain:
Here I am
I haven't gone that far away
And since I am
That kind of friend you know
Would stay with you through all the pain
Never to leave you in the rain
Ready to listen to what you've been through
You woes and blues and share each other's

Chorus:
Points of view
We've been there once before
And kept our points of view
It doesn't really matter if they're never quite the same
We have our rules in different ways
We play the games of different folks
with different strokes
And keep our points of view

See the world seems bright again
It only darkens now and then
Most of the time there's just no telling when
Look up and see you've got me

Refrain:
Here we are
We may have gone our different ways
But since we are
The kind of friends who'll always stay
No matter what the pain
Learning to love that cap o rain
Ready to say we're here to stay in every way
Although we've got our different...

Repeat Chorus: (2x)

It's Friday Gold Rush

Thank God Its Friday!!!!! ooohhhh..how i love fridays, it's my favorite day of the week coz the next day it's no work, no school so definitely its hassle free...no waking up early in the morning..yipeee...hehehe..but to top it all its Y101's friday gold rush..I love all the songs that they will play coz its the best of the 70's, 80's and 90's. I love music sooo much, can't live without em. It's so good to reminisce...ahhh...very relaxing.

Here's the lyrics of the song that i've been looking for quite so long..thnx to sam i was able to track this saon kapanahunan man ni niya...:p

Carly Simon - All I Want is You

What do the neighbours say
When they hear us scream at night
Do they talk about a love
All in tatters
What do the neighbours know
About the heart and soul
The fire down below
That really matters
They can never guess
In the silences
That all I want is you
And the sexy hurricane
We got here
All I want is you
I don�t want a man
To say "good morning dear"
Let �em listen at the door
Let �em listen through the floor
Let �em go ahead and draw the wrong conclusion
So chase me �round the room
Make me crazy like the moon
They can never guess
In the silences
That all I want is you
And the sexy hurricane that we share
All I want is you
I don�t want a man
Who tiptoes up the stairs
All I want is you
And the freight train
Whistling over my track
All I want is you
And your mack truck loving
Jumping me jack!
Oh, jack!

I wish they will also play my fave songs today...here's my wishlist for today
*You Are The One by Chris Cuevas
*If You've Ever Been In Love by Intrigue
*Waiting For A Star to Fall by Boy Meets Girl
*Freedom (4got the artist)
*Get Down On It
*songs from Wham, Fra Lippo Lippi, Shanice, and may more...I could go on and on

I wish i'm a dj for a day so that i can play all the songs that i love....wohhhooo...to Y101 keep it up! I love ur music...Here's the link to their site http://www.y101fm.com/.....check this out, u can send ur request too and listen to them online...Its cebu's best station definitely (i think i must be paid for this) :D:D

It's Silver....Silver Bells!!!!!!

So im finally 25......eeeooowww!!!!

This year I took note of all the people who greeted me be it thru txt or personal and it really feels so great to know that these people remembers the special day of ur life...I should have done this a long time ago so that i have a track of all those people who never 4gets my b-day...lol...its just that im so elated to knoew that im loved...not by all though...hehehehe...

Well, since my b-day is thursday, obviously its a work day and to top it all i have a class that day...whew...but it was still a good one...Just brought food to the office for my officemates coz i love them all...hahahahha....well, it was really fun...i love the atmosphere here, no personal competition and everyone is in good terms with another compared to other office situations where there is jealousy and all that bullshit (ooopppsss...excuse me for my language)...but thats the truth...enough bout those rantings basta whats important is we had a full tummy, that's the only thing that can make our day complete..kami pa...lolz


And also I receive a custom made card from them...touch ko ani sad dah kay wa ko ga-expect...wehhhehe...it's such a wonderful feeling reading all those birthday greetings and all the well-wishes, it might just be a simple gesture but it really matters to me and besides it's the thought that counts ..Thank you guys for that i really appreciate it..


just see how happy i am

And of course the day wont end without our photo op...as usual what do u expect if theirs a camera? syempre..picture!picture...hehehe...so here we are camera whoring again kay mga frustated model man mi...hahahahha...



Official 25th b-day portraits...


On the other hand, last night also was the last day of the korean telenovela Lover's in Paris...i like this coz the story is not dragging as what most telenovelas is but most of all im drooling over Lee Dong Gun a.k.a Martin, he is so gorgeous as in ruggedly handsome in his role there..



though i like the role of Carlo but i prefer Martin over him...hahahahha..But neway,the story was good, hilarious, and nakakikilig specially last night when the song "You Are The One" by Serendipity was played when all those sweet moments of Carlo and Vivian was shown...hayyy..maka-inlove! I love this song tooo...Watching these series makes me dreamy eyed and wander if this could happen in real life..it does maybe but chances are very slim..I hope it does to me...i'd love to be swept off by my feet someday..by the right guy, i hope.He doesn't have to be as rich as Carlo's character is but if he is, then why not? hahahaha! it's a bonus factor, whats important is that he must love me and do everything 4 me..hehehehe..I wonder when that time would come?haayyy...This songs for me..

"You Are the One"
Another day passes by and I'm dreaming of you
And though I know it might be just a dream, dreams do come true
Somewhere, somehow I'll find you
Even though it takes all of my life (All of my life, yeah)
And when I'll finally do (And when I'll finally do)
I know inside my heart (I know inside my heart)
That there could be no doubt, I knew it from the start

Chorus:
(You are the one) You are the one
That I've been searching for my whole life through
(You are the one) You are the one
That I've been looking for and now that I found you
I'll never let you go, I'll hold you in my arms
Cause you are the one

Yeah...

Another night spent alone I'm lying in the dark (Lying in the dark)
Don't know your name but I know that voice sings to my heart
A sweet melody, A symphony of love
I know that come one day (I know that come one day)
A time for you and me (A time for you and me)
To finally meet together, Coz I know we're meant to be

(CHORUS)

Hello & Adieu..........

I'm now officially joining the blogworld after a quite long time of deciding whether i should have one or just stick to my old manual journal, but hey it doesn't mean that im completely abandoning my old, reliable journal....its just that sometimes i'm just damn too tired to think and write at all...*wink*

Today is my last day of being 24 and im savoring every moment of it...so goodbye 24 hello 25...hehehhe...a year older again but i dont think i act accdg. to my age...hahahahha...coz i feel i am still so immature and still the old fickle-minded lady..lolz....hmmm...i'd better make these year be good to me coz i have a lots of promises to fulfill these year...

To recap here's some pics:

melody, riza, and me celebrating Riza's b-day at Jo's Chicken Inato


Power of 4....melody, riza, happy, and me (seated)